Me a normal stupid girl – But at last, my time to shine?

I spend my time sulking, surfing, or just forget about what I did ..
I like my friends, i love to hang out with them, but im often tired and wants to be alone ..

Im just a normal girl, dreaming of something big (ie realisitically later gona happen) ..
I just do not have enough talent or I’m allways too tired enough to focus..

Or mabye evrything i would now say is just stupid explanations, cos i m really good at lying.

I can lie with a straight face and everyone can belive it.

I can build up a big lie.. But usually i confess myself, i want to be honest; i want my friends and family to know.

But im just afraid they don’t really wanna know~~!

 

I study media  (Im not good) :c , I am interested in fashion, music and culture.
I wish that I could get a big opportunity to learn and to work in practice, this possibility can perhaps start next week and I truly hope that my dreams get a genuine form then.