I do not understand you.Why did you break the last memories.
Perhaps you don’t remember them in the pictures and that agonizes you.
But dont you realize that they are the last evidence of you.
What you were, the you this disease has destroyed.
I’m Sorry that i don’t understand, Im sorry that I’m like this.

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