Partying, school, hanging around, dishing and everyday life etc.
What do all these things have in common?
….The thing is that I’m bored of them all…

I don’t know why but I have been seriously down about allot of stuff…
I bet everyone’s jus thinking: get a grip off yourself…
I would just answer them, Ur misunderstanding me, it’s not like that!!
But that’s not completely true, it’s the point that they don’t understand at all.
It’s more like why should I bother, what’s the point?

Like going out to bars, I used o be really outgoing and do lots of crazy stuff…
But these days it just feels like repeating myself and I Hate repeating stuff…
So why bother?

Schools just the same every day, someday it’s just a mess and u just learn to be bored.
Subjects go on repeating themselves over and over, year after year…
I learn stuff I know I won’t need in the future and no adult knows it all anyway…
Why bother when most of it feels like a time waste!?!

The worst thing that I’m bored of I can newer say out loud; some many people could get hurt and offended of it.
It’s not that I mean harm but I’m just being honest.
I’m bored of my friends.
Everyday we sit in the cafe; we talk about the same things.
We think different; we fight the same way as always.
We suffer, we cry and we laugh.
After every chick fight we try to forget it, but it all still haunts me.
I’m bored of our nosy silence, our lack of disrespect toward each other, and our everyday life.

….But still mostly  in life I guess I’m bored of myself.