Sometimes people don’t understand you if you never try to explain yourself.
I have been trying to be more honest these days and I have been asking about me from my friends.
So I would know what I’m doing wrong and what I’m doing right..

I have always been one of those, I do what I want not what others want me to do or what they do…
But I understand I should take responsibility off my actions and think of my friends more And I have actually learned ALOT!

Today I confessed a lot of weird stuff to my friend…
All the things she’s been wondering about, I hope she understands me now better. But I am a complicated person, we all are.

I want to post some of the things I dare to put online and I think is good to get them out there….
I think I’m gonna start with an easy one and maybe post another one tomorrow and so on:

-Fears-
What If I’m actually afraid of men?
What if all these boundaries come from common sense?
That somewhere along the line

I understood and learned from my mistakes?

I mean I have done a lot of things that I regret in my life.
I know that there is a place that has shaped me a lot,
all the crazy things I did there changed me.
...I will tell some of the things later on....

As i wrote down all the confessions to my friend this was the one i only then realized. I am afraid of men…

You will probably understand more as you read the rest of them..

But for now bye~~ <3