It’s a burden already keeping it all inside.

She doesn’t know the facts?
she hates me for being unsocial.

She tells me I’m a idiot for not wanting to move.
She thinks I’m lazy and don’t like my friends.

Whats anyway up with these late questions?
when you could have asked me with u in the beginning.

It doesn’t help that u say hes coming.
It actually even more makes me wanna stay away.

The other one killed it, i got to know who he likes.
I hated him and the others.

You don’t know how i felt?
She doesn’t know how low i have been feeling.

All the things i did to try and be special.
I wanted to be.

I wasn’t good enough for him?
I wasn’t enough pretty?
I was too easy?  I was too difficult?
She was so much more.

She calls me shit for not wanting to go and meet them all with her.
I don’t know if i can.
It’s a burden already keeping it all inside.