I’m a master of messing things up, I think I should get a award of it. The worst part is i usually have nobody to confine to, my best friends know only parts and because of my bad nature I seem to put some walls between us and i cant talk it all out.

Reminds me of when I visited some very old friends and i couldn’t cope with them at all, their attitude to everything was so strange. But I might be like that to my friends, I mean they really don’t seem to get my thinking world?

We all grew up very differently, so it might be a affect of that. We where so different so we completed each other, but these same reasons are now tearing us apart?