You know the feeling betrayed, you feel like you have been stabbed and left bleeding dry all alone. Well that happened… But sadly i know i will forget and forgive faster than i want.

Faster then it’s good for me.

Tomorrow allready I might talking to you like it’s a normal day.

But for today; I’ll be mad, i’ll be furious. I’ll dissolve you from your place in my heart.

I’m scared of casting the long shadow of hate, but it’s darkness that fills me up at this time.

It’s my annoyance growing til’ anger is not enough and sadness can’t pick it up.

Even if i didn’t wanna hate you, I will just for today.