It’s the thing when you want something, but you can only do it one way and thats the way you don’t want to. It might be impossible or take  a long time to do it another way but the only question i have will it be worth it?

Of course doing what you want is the whole purpose, because doing something you love repays you in so many more ways. But when the thing you loved turned in to the thing you hate, because you put your whole future on it; so you wonder if you should take another road.

It’s choosing a road but regretting halfway and not knowng where to turn. It’s to late to choose a side road and to early to give up. You just have to urn in to the black forest, hoping to find another road.