I’m blaming this country for making my sweet tooth even worse.
Because honestly what doesn’t taste sweet in LA?
Even when i order a spicy sandwich i find it sweet.
I wish I could magically get some caramel popcorn ASAP!
But I won’t go tot the store,
because I don’t wanna eat junk all the time.
..I actually can resist my urge to go to the fast-food restaurants..
For the husband who told his wife he loved her before his plane went down in a field. For the wife who stopped in the stairs to call her husband to say she will love him forever. For the mothers and fathers who kissed their kids goodbye that morning for the last time. For the policemen, firemen, and other rescue workers who rushed in to help others and lost their lives. For the soldiers who fought back and made the ultimate sacrifice. Today, tomorrow, years from now, we will remember.
Sometimes i just need to motivate myself
I might find myself in a situation, where nobody believes me,
the worst thing is for me to loose hope too.
SO instead of wallowing in it, or writing excessively about it,
i choose to do the opposite, i write down the encouragement i want to hear.
Like this picture on this post, i made to become my desktop wallpaper.
Believe me when ii say this works,
because sooner or later you realize that if you can write it down visibly;
then you can also believe in yourself.
I loose my faith every week sometimes everyday, but the important job is to try and get it back.
Never forfeiting.
So this picture, text and edit was made by me for myself.
I’ll let you sneak peak in to it 
<3
I’m not talking about the physical changes but the mental ones.
Because really we all miss our childish minds when we grow up?
But really most of us at some point when we were kids wanted to grow up and when we became teenagers it was a group thing.
Some might still have been unreluctant, but usually that’s already a adult thought…
But i don’t think we grow out of them and they don’t disappear either.
We just hide them inside us.
Whenever ur ready u can still find ‘ur inner child’ (i actually don’t like that saying, it’s over used)
I should stop thinking after too much coffee my thought’s end up weird…
Been thinking what i want to leave behind me if i ever died.
I dont own anything much or have money.
So i think my family would know how to share my stuff?
I think Kata would get most of my music stuff because she’s one of the only ones that i share my cd’s with..
But i’d like to choose a song for everyone and maybe write a letter to them, that they could remember me with.
But I don’t have a lawyer, safe deposit or anything else where to leave this all.. So i thought i’d make a scratch here. If not the finished thought then just a plan~>
no more headaches, no more colds, no more darkness?
It’s well known that nordic countries have more seasonal affective depression, having a dark cold winter really ain’t always the most pleasent thing.
If the constant darkness doesn’t get to us, try living half a year in -10 ºC (14 ºF).
And before this winter torture even starts we have the wet, rainy, windy and cold fall.
The only thing that gives us even a tiny bit strength is the first flowers in the spring before it starts getting wet again and the 2 months of summer that are somewhat warm.
You might love the snow but really sometimes it’s just too much, if you have a own yard it’s even worse.
1-6 times a day you gotta plow the driveway when it starts snowing and there isn’t really any reward other then you actually might get your car moving.
Sounding like I’m fed up on Finland?
after 20 years of this pain, I can say from my hearth; I don’t know if i can take another year here.
Maybe It wouldn’t feel as bad if I didn’t make my first real trip abroad to California; Feel the sun and warmth and then come back to snowstorms again.
I’m a true Finn and i love this country but I really need a break before I become one of the typical drinking poor finns that tell how they could have been something if they wouldn’t have been tis depressed.
Just at the moment really sick of getting a cold every week….
Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD. Leviticus 19:28
Well It’s too late for me anyway now, i already have some tattoos…
i made one when i turned 17n and another one in Los Angeles, it even was related to faith..
Just had to post this, copied it from the internet.
It’s just so true:
“you eat, you’re fat.
you don’t eat, you’re a freak.
you drink, you’re an alcoholic.
you don’t drink, you’re a pussy.
you read, you’re a nerd.
you don’t read, you’re stupid.
you tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker.
you don’t tell a secret, you’re still attention seeking.
you let someone in, you’re easy.
you don’t let someone in, you’re too uptight.
you smoke, you think you’re cool.
you don’t smoke, you’re a loser.
you’ve had sex, you’re a slut.
you haven’t had sex, you’re a frigid little bitch.
you wear make up, you’re a slag.
you don’t wear make up, you’re ugly.
you can’t please anyone. ever.”
I love chocolate, i have been addicted to it since i remember.
I used to eat lot and lots of it.
these days i don’t eat as much and teh moment i stopped i went 2 sizes down. haha~~
even tho i never was fat and most people didin’t notice i lost weight it made me realize how bad it had been to eat that much xD
I like marabou but my favorite chocolate has allways been fazer~~
It’s just so good~~Just normal milk chocolate! : )
I have to always buy something i don’t like as much becouse otherwise i would eat the whole 200 grams at once haha~
But yeah just a random post about chocolate : DD
-Mstatic-
