Weird dream

Last night  i dreamt about Angel (from the tv series Buffy the vampire slayer and Angel), It was the weirdest  dream because it seemed like i knew the dream was a deja vu from another dream. I wonder if it was a episode that i had seen, but then again the places where local from my neighbourhood

It started from a crossroad, when  a shining  white and baby blue dressed woman with the palest hue i had ever seen was clearly hunting me and my friend.

When Angel came and rescued us, i knew this situation had happened before, he drove us back to my home and somehow i made him promise to sleep in my room because me and my friend where scared and i knew the lady would come back to hunt us.

He went to pick up some things from his home next door (idk when he had moved in there o.o).. We waited patiently for him to come, but the mintes passed and i went to find him. When i arrived at his apartment there where 3 other guys. one sleeping in a chair and 2 sleeping on the bed and angel sleeping on one of them. Furious as i was for him breaking the promise i threw a blanket at him and i saw the blond guy under angel wake up.

Angel also woe up and asked for forgiveness and just said “you know how it is when boys live together, i was just so tired.” We went back to my room and when i sat down on the bed i could hear the white dressed woman hymn and on the otheride of th window a light was closing in. I could feel my heartbeat and i looked at Angel who in a instant realized she was coming back  to get me and my friend.

Still then i knew this all was a deja vu and i knew something should still happen but instead i woke up to my family members downstairs doing something.

I wish i could remember had I  dreamt this before, because my mind keeps saying yes u have, but i cat put a timeframe on it..

If you thought it, It better be what you want

The smartest thing i think Madonna ever did was singing:

If you want it
You’ve already got it
If you thought it
It better be what you want

Because it’s courage that helps us onwards.

You might think that you want it and are waiting for it.
But real courage comes from really realizing i want it, i will make a 100 % effort for it.

We just think this is what we might want and we dont obtain it by a might so we start thinking even lower.
The children have most chances in life because they still have a fresh imagination and the world hasn’t made them yet insecure.

Fading reality

I have watched so many dreams passing besides me, i never even lifted a finger.

I never tried to jump on them, I always thought i couldn’t catch them anyway.

But now I’m trying, I’m trying for you and i cant stop wondering would it be easier if i would have tried before.

I keep thinking it will be all right, even when the walls start crumbling on us.

But I’m gonna make it, I’m gonna make you proud.

-MStatic-

Inspiration:

Watching the bright star passing me.

I keep dreaming,
I keep wishing.
Whispering promises to myself,
Realizing this might be my only chance.

-MStatic-

[Diary] The Future Never Felt So Right

It’s going all right, plans and work~!
Been working my ass of, just for a dream!!!
a week of happiness? a week of freedom?
I know I’m being to blue eyed about everything and people bring me down or rise me too up with their talk.
But i have work til’ December and a holiday planned.
It’s my time to shine, it’s my time to do what i want.

And i have people here helping me, i don’t know if everything will go as I’m imagining, but at least i dream

A Quote to brighten up the day

“It’s the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.”

@PauloCoelho – The Alchemist

Overly sold JYJ Album

…It seems like I’m probably not getting the luxury edition as they only made  99 999 copies…
and suppliers have sold  over 300 000 in pre-sales :< but they promised special features still…

I only ordered it this week when i got money.. i stayed up till 4 am for the pre sale and failed to get it from cdjapan but at least i got it from yesasia at 10 am..
It’s the power of cassies, cdjapan sold out in less then 5 minutes.. I really hope i get tickets for the showcase, but i doubt because I’m not native and it takes time for me to figure out all the ordering stuff…

I already planned the flights and the hotel if i get tickets..
I don’t even have enough money for it but I’m gonna take a loan.
Now that i have work i can later figure out the payment installments too..

But it all depends do i even get tickets to any of the usa showcases…
I’m 90 wanting to see them but 10 procent sadness i cant see all 5 of them but that 10 is filled with a desire to travel outside scandinavia for the first time in my life..

There is alot of i wish, i hope, i dream in my plans, but i need them all and most of all Luck!

Just wondering are we allowed to dream?

[Diary] Pretty things from Topshop

I should be doing schoolwork but instead I’m surfing thru topshop~~