Motivation

Sometimes i just need to motivate myself
I might find myself in a situation, where nobody believes me,
the worst thing is for me to loose hope too.

SO instead of wallowing in it, or writing excessively about it,
i choose to do the opposite, i write down the encouragement i want to hear.

Like this picture on this post, i made to become my desktop wallpaper.
Believe me when ii say this works,
because sooner or later you realize that if you can write it down visibly;
then you can also believe in yourself.

I loose my faith every week sometimes everyday, but the important job is to try and get it back.
Never forfeiting.

So this picture, text and edit was made by me for myself.
I’ll let you sneak peak in to it
<3

Find an escape

an update from my life..

A diary note about finnish war letter, California, school, books,, and gloom. How the people you know affect your dreams and when i cant escape the gloom.

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Future Ramblings – The road I cannot confirm

It’s the thing when you want something, but you can only do it one way and thats the way you don’t want to. It might be impossible or take  a long time to do it another way but the only question i have will it be worth it?

Of course doing what you want is the whole purpose, because doing something you love repays you in so many more ways. But when the thing you loved turned in to the thing you hate, because you put your whole future on it; so you wonder if you should take another road.

It’s choosing a road but regretting halfway and not knowng where to turn. It’s to late to choose a side road and to early to give up. You just have to urn in to the black forest, hoping to find another road.

I wish to dream forever

I spend most of my time in my thoughts, I’m a dreamer with no grasp of reality.
I spend my nights dreaming of the most absurd things, that make me wonder.
The days i space of in my thoughts, thinking of everything and nothing.
It’s the moment that counts, it’s the moment that releases me.

Once i wonderd what if i died tomorrow never geting the time to fulfill half of the things i have dremed? Would it still be worth dpening most of your life dreaming?
I’d say yes becouse it’s the dreams that make me want to live. They push me forward and I wouldn’t be me without them.

The dreams might just be thoughts and plans that never happen, but they are a part of me; Who I am / What I want.

Ramblings from the ground level

From the top of the hill,
you fell all the way down.

You had never grown far from the tree,
and you where their pride and glory.

But just a small sweet whisper from the snake,
turned your gaze away.

Now your so much bigger,
yet so much less.

-MStatic

[Diary] Anticipating

Soon to LA!

The trip is closing in, i so hope i get to go; that everything will work out!

Just once when everything is possible~~! <3

When dreams come in reach it’s even harder to catch em

-M-

Money Ramble

Money makes us all grow up.

Money make us all look old.

Money simplifies things;

But Nothing is ever simple when money is involved.

Money is involved in everything.

-MStatic-

[I just made a decision to follow my dream that will cost me in the future]

A Quote to brighten up the day

“It’s the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.”

@PauloCoelho – The Alchemist

Selca of the night; The Crashing.

When your dreams are growing but your hopes are crashing.

The gloomy clouds follow your steps.

You make wishes with regrets.

Sealing your dreams, closing your hearth.

- MStatic -