Under a month and i’ll be back in Finland enjoying the summer.
Cant Wait!!
LA is getting Already so hot that i cant handle it~! Haha
Im busy with school and friends, living each day as it would be my last here…
Because even if i know im coming back next fall, leaving my new friends is making me sad already~ 
Best wishes
M
I just have to say that life is starting to feel good again.
Without last week i might hate this town too much already.
I can laugh freely again enjoy life & expect good things..
This city has made me grown more confident and stronger, yet im still so much lacking.
But I feel so much better knowing i have friends to talk to.
I wish i could always be a comforting shoulder to my friends here too 
Well now i gotta go to bed, going to LACMA today
Best wishes & thanks to everyone!!
M
(or like my new nickname tequila mushroom)
Had some awesome days in lomita, lake arrowhead and santa monica
Thank you all!!
I miss my family more than I will tell them,
Nostagizing my own country, I miss so much,
Wondering what my friends are up to,
How did my moms apple pie taste?
Am I getting old or Is life passing me by,
because feel like I was always to tell my feelings to shy.
Is my hometown changing while I’m not there?
While traveling here to search after life,
I never realized I would cut myself out my dearest lives.
Still, I hope for the best for them,
because I made choice, I made a resolution
I’m here to become something and I will make them proud.
So loved ones, see you when I get there
and please, don’t forget me.
Sometimes i wish it was summer already, not because i want away from California but because i would get back home with tons of new stories and my friends and me would make forever lasting memories.
I wanna run to my mom and hug her, actually i wanna hug everyone in my family. Play with my nephew and wonder over my nieces..
But most of all knowing i wont come back the summer after that i just want to live for the fullest for awhile~
Finnish summer!
Me and my friends doing childish things again
Our last summer together!
I miss it before it has even started..
I’m gonna make a quick diary note, just ramble about whats up? and whats happened.
First stealing a picture from my lovely friends blog
It’s me last week while me and her were taking sun at our yard.
We were neighbours for a half a year or a bit more;
But I’m moving out with my roommate next month.
The house is getting destroyed and I’m anyway graduating next week.
The snow has melted and we have been having in southern Finland really warm and sunny days.
It’s such a huge change, you notice how the capital city has woken up.
The grey winter made everything look so ugly, so this sun is making everything look like diamonds and pearls.
I can’t stop admiring Helsinki now,
the sun has such weird effects.
But I’m already trying for a school on the other side of the Atlantis,
Because this last winter taught me that I might not survive the next one.
Weather affects my mood a lot.
Finland became World Champions in Icehockey this year, it was awesome.
We won Sweden 6-1!!!!!!!!
So ofcourse me and my friends went to Lejonien Kultajuhlat (Lions Goldenparty)
A lot of finnish artist performed and the icehockey team came on stage.
I had my gold leaf white wine for a drink.
After that me and Kata went even out to a baar, fun night~
But yeah I didn’t have time to search for a summer job early enough and when i started i noticed most of them had been taken.
I’m on many peoples list as next choice now if someone gets sick.
Then again i have a lot of paperwork to do before fall if i get to the school i want to.
I hope everything goes good, i hope for a sunny summer and everything else awesome
xoxo
mstatic
I was just thinking 5 minutes ago that i should start beeing a better friend, then i stumbled in to some things tha got my annoyans ticking. I’m really not good at this long term friendships, theres so many stupid rules. You might say you dont say any rules, but thats the point all the rules are silent agreements. Just something you should instinktivly follow.
Friendship, far from comfort,are often long years of resentment, with brief breaks for dancing
- Eva Wiseman for Elle UK
Yet there are days when you just can’t live withouth friend, becouse you need someone to share your joy and sadness. But Humans are bitter ones succes is the other ones loss and even if it didn’t affect us in any way we are still jealous creatures. Were stuck on this stupid ride down hill and we never really get up again.
It takes a lot of friendships to survive, I’m not talking about a couple yearfs old friendships becouse honestly they can break in a minute of time and usually they’re already poisoned from the inside. were just so blody scared of beein lonely. I envy friendships that last decades, becouse they’ve found a perfect pace to walk on.
We might love our friends but honestly i think we all hate them, because somewhere a long the line will come a second when you wish you guys never became friends.
Been thinking what i want to leave behind me if i ever died.
I dont own anything much or have money.
So i think my family would know how to share my stuff?
I think Kata would get most of my music stuff because she’s one of the only ones that i share my cd’s with..
But i’d like to choose a song for everyone and maybe write a letter to them, that they could remember me with.
But I don’t have a lawyer, safe deposit or anything else where to leave this all.. So i thought i’d make a scratch here. If not the finished thought then just a plan~>
