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U know what? Imma go to school nowwww
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This is my contribution to the Worldwide Accent Project, which is a collaboration project made by YouTubers from around the world, with the intention of creating a global accent archive. Anybody can participate, even if English is not your first language. Please go to this video www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8VTuM129HA for more information, and to submit your own!
SO I can’t read that good out loud english and some of my pronocing seems really bad,
maybe it would have helped if i actually practised the text.. but ofc i didin’t read it before the actual filming..
and i fail my tack xD
So I’m a Swedish speaking finn….
Means i speak both swedish and finnish… my mothers tongue is just swedish~
I’m sick and stressed don’t wonder, it was in the middle of the night hahah~
Hope my reading is not too bad..
I started reading my old diary, i picked one of my diaries that i finished a over a year ago because the newest one still felt to fresh. I wanted to wonder over my words and thoughts and something i’d written a couple months ago i might still trace to a feeling left inside me.
But the old lines i’d written felt like meeting strangers, i realize it’s my thoughts but i dont see the connection anymore. It’s yesterdays pages. I read a bit from there and a bit from here, wondering what actually was worth the ink and paper.
It seems i walk around in circles writing 20 pages about one happening but then skippin for the next 30 pages for something else unimportant, only briefly going thru other happenings. It often feels that those small mentions are the most interesting part.
I have been told before that i consentrate too much on the details and miss the bigger picture. I serously think this is one of those times. But the bad part is that we are talking about my life here, i fail to see whats important. I should like we all should just step done and watch for a while. Just let it all go and for once concentrate on the bigger picture.
Any thoughts about my ramblings?
It’s a very epic video~~! haha~~!
I like it, It’s showing the power of the boys, but then again it might be a bit too much for people who don’t know the boys.
I really wish to see a video where the boys are smiling soon, they have so pretty smiles. But truthfully misery good looks in music videos.
I hope they make a music video for Empty, It’s such a good track.
I reeeeeeaaally wanna party, i just wanna dance and have fun, relax my mind.
Just let my body move to the music.
Surround myself with laughter and good memories.
Weekend parties van be like living a fun memory.
You just need a drink a friends and music.
Escaping reality, forgetting our worries.
I wanna live in that memory
Because when night falls the only thing we see are the stars
Just waking up and realizing i wanna catch up with some reading again I’m now on a hunt for these book:
The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake by Aimee Bender
actually just because of the cute name an i heard it’s not one of these normal cliché sappy girl books.
Because of this quote: “We must see all scars as beauty. Okay? This will be our secret. Because take it from me, a scar does not form on the dying. A scar means, I survived. Sad words are just another beauty. A sad story means, this storyteller is alive. The next thing you know something fine will happen to her, something marvelous, and then she will turn around and smile.”
But i know i wont be reading these books in awhile as my friend just came home with a pile of books from Scotland and it’s time to get thru them first 
