The concert was awesome, the guys where gorgeus and the music was amazing.
I went to the line already a couple hours before the concert and made some nice friends.
There i still parts of me that don’t understand that i actually saw JYJ live, i should write a more detailed report.
Maybe later or then i’ll just treasure the memories in my hearth
This is where i hope to find myself after the 18th of November!!
Just Having fun in LA!
Shopping, eating and the best of all Seeing JYJ live!
I don’t ever again want to have so big regrets like never seeing tvxq live…
I can’t wait to get there..!!
I have a reality check on too, the town I picked might not be best for me or the safest.
But it’s my long time dream~!
A car would be a must have in a city like this, ops?
Yes, i don’t have a drivers license so i cant rent one :s…
But i have some friends that have friends and family there :>
But mostly i have to manage…
But what ever happens i have to go.
It feels like no or never?
So i got to know there was gonna be a JYJ ticket contest, so i took a chocolate bar and started working still in my pj’s. :3
I didint want to make a normal booring rant where people had to look at my fugly sleepy face. ( I dont look pretty in the mornings(as you see in the video))
So i tried my flash skills(there are non) and this is was what i made. :>
I hope it tells what i want. It’s the best way i could tell my feelings.
That this is what i dream. A dream i plan to make real. 
(as you might have noticed by my multiply posts telling that i have been working extra hard to save money)
Every moment i worry what if i dont get there.
I want to see JYJ, i want to experience the US.
I want to fly haha~~
and really i wanna go to a starbucks, lol.
But yeah I don’t know how many other chances i get in my life to se JYJ live so i want to grasp this opportunity.
Tickets have made me so worried as I’m a foreigner from Finland ( I will have a hard time ordering them :<)
The info i wrote in my video:
To JYJ Video Contest #1: WHAT MAKES YOU THE #1 JYJ FAN IN THE WORLD??!!
I’m just a girl from Finland that has a dream.
Since the moment i heard JYJ is gonna have a tour in the US i started working twice as much so i could afford the flight tickets , it even got so bad that i had nightmares of not getting concert tickets. haha~~
I just wish to make a special trip, experience my first time outside scandinavia and see JYJ~~!So i made this video in the middle of the night here in Finland just for the JYJ contest..
http://facebook.com/JYJtoursong: JYJ – Be my girl
So i was watching Sungkyunkwan Scandal on one of the screens and i just started drawing on the comp(without a screen pen)
I only realized afterwarsds that it looked like Jaejoong, but yeah this is what i did while watching ep 1-2.
LOl drawing ain’t really my thing, it’s just restless hands doing something.. kekeke and doing the background i used symbols but everything else is on freehand..
I’m acting like a little girl <3__<3
just spending time dreaming an giggling like a innocent child.
Only to wake up in reality.
I have been working diligently, becouse i want to save money. I hope to get to one of the JYJ the beginnng showcase. It’s very hard as i should be buying other stuff, but if i stop dreaming of this trip my will to work will also disappiere. dreams are to be made true.
It is my biggest wish at the moment to go there.
But i have to start thinking of other possibilites becouse winter is coming and it will start getting cold in Finland (it allready is). I have to buy new thicker clothes yet save money for the plain, hotell and show tickets..(If i even get the tickets…..)
It’s not easy to live this way, but it’s my way?
Kim Jaejoong.
A beatiful angel.
A korean artist know troughout the world.Someone i will probably never meet.
Hes the brightestst star, yet so far away and untouchabel.His got more fans than i can count that many of them might love him more than i ever will.
But you will be my star forever, I will smile hearing your name.
I’ll think of your face while thinking of angels.
Thank You!
…It seems like I’m probably not getting the luxury edition as they only made 99 999 copies…
and suppliers have sold over 300 000 in pre-sales :< but they promised special features still…
I only ordered it this week when i got money.. i stayed up till 4 am for the pre sale and failed to get it from cdjapan but at least i got it from yesasia at 10 am..
It’s the power of cassies, cdjapan sold out in less then 5 minutes.. I really hope i get tickets for the showcase, but i doubt because I’m not native and it takes time for me to figure out all the ordering stuff…
I already planned the flights and the hotel if i get tickets..
I don’t even have enough money for it but I’m gonna take a loan.
Now that i have work i can later figure out the payment installments too..
But it all depends do i even get tickets to any of the usa showcases…
I’m 90 wanting to see them but 10 procent sadness i cant see all 5 of them but that 10 is filled with a desire to travel outside scandinavia for the first time in my life..
There is alot of i wish, i hope, i dream in my plans, but i need them all and most of all Luck!
