New York or Seoul?

SO i wont go to detail but ‘half’ of my favorite band might be going to the army next year wich mean thei’ll be gone 2 years..
Last year i travelled to see them in Los Angeles(awesome place) and I’m considering on traveling to see this next tour too.

I know their having a stop in New York and probably in their home country a huge concert too.
I might be traveling alone again, which I’m okay with too.

But i cant decide if I should go to New York or Seoul?
The upp and down sides:

New York
+I can speak english
+The band will speak english
+ I will see the big Apple
+ cheaper to fly there

Seoul
- My korean is lacking ( as in i only started to learn full time yesterday ^^;)
-  Might be a blond alone traveling Foreigner
+ I get to experience a real asian country
+Authentic show (they say their concerts in Seoul are the best)

I know New York has more good point’s, but the Good point’s Seoul has overwins them.
I’m legally an adult in Finland and can go out drinking but in USA I’m still a minor (which sucked in LA), but in korea i will be a adult too! Ï get to taste soju and hite beer.
But I’m just afraid of rasism, I know there can be alot in Korea as I’m a tall(really tall) caucasian girl.
I don’t know anyone in the city either… …But honestly I’m a survivor so i’d manage.

I think New York is a safer choice, but Seoul is a more fun option.

But any thought’s on whats a better idea?

My thought about the situation

Songs from the dead

Been thinking what i want to leave behind me if i ever died.

I dont own anything much or have money.

So i think my family would know how to share my stuff?

I think Kata would get most of my music stuff because she’s one of the only ones that i share my cd’s with..

But i’d like to choose a song for everyone and maybe write a letter to them, that they could remember me with.

But I don’t have a lawyer, safe deposit or anything else where to leave this all.. So i thought i’d make a scratch here. If not the finished thought then just a plan~>

JYJ at Galen Center

The concert was awesome, the guys where gorgeus and the music was amazing.

I went to the line already a couple hours before the concert and made some nice friends.

There i still parts of me that don’t understand that i actually saw JYJ live, i should write a more detailed report.

Maybe later or then i’ll just treasure the memories in my hearth

[Diary/note] Memories in the making

It’s closing in
Dream come true!
Traveling to LA to see JYJ live!

Gonna live in korea town so it will all be exiting! Can’t wait!

It will be memories that i will treasure forever~!!!

LA READY OR NOT HERE I COME!

HWAITING: JYJ in LA

I will ask for forgivness of this next fangirling moment:

OMG UNDER A WEEK AND I WILL BE WATCHING THESE GUYS LIVE!!! <3

So now that i got a tiny part of my fangirlism out (it grows as i follow the news and updates too closely)

I’m watching the interviews from New York showcase and I’m just in in the feeling~~!!!
Oh god I was like wow Jaejoong english was god when he introduced himself…
Yoochun told that The Beginning was all for the fans <3
I can’t stop thinking of OMG SUN! when i see Junsu talking haha~~
(If you haven’t seen Junsus engrish from before, you should check it out on youtube, it’s hilarious)
Yoochun sowing his back, well this is a new thing DD
haah now I’m just gonna wait for part 3

But I can’t even express how much I’m waiting for this trip, to fly somewhere alone! See JYJ! Live in LA!! It’s like gonna be so amazing and awesome!!

Interview part 1

Interview part 2

From Finland With Love
MStatic

[Diary]Stresssss

Me & my hamster

I need my hamster to calm my nerves, i got work on friday but the tickets are coming out :o

I’m going to work so i could aford my flight tickets, but they wil be a waste if i don’t get the concert tickets…

[Diary] Anticipating

Soon to LA!

The trip is closing in, i so hope i get to go; that everything will work out!

Just once when everything is possible~~! <3

When dreams come in reach it’s even harder to catch em

-M-

Dreams of the City of Angels

This is where i hope to find myself after the 18th of November!!
Just Having fun in LA!
Shopping, eating and the best of all Seeing JYJ live!

I don’t ever again want to have so big regrets like never seeing tvxq live…

I can’t wait to get there..!!
I have a reality check on too, the town I picked might not be best for me or the safest.

But it’s my long time dream~!

A car would be a must have in a city like this, ops?
Yes, i don’t have a drivers license so i cant rent one :s…
But i have some friends that have friends and family there :>

But mostly i have to manage…
But what ever happens i have to go.
It feels like no or never?

I kinda feel like i would want to  tattoo AKTF in LA haha~

Stress Nightmares

I don’t usually have nightmares, only bad scenarios and bad stuff happening.
Like last week i woke up 11 am and realized i should have already been at the doctors office and stressed out a lot but fell asleep again.
But then i woke up and wondered why it was so dark and looked at the clock; It was only 7 am so i just had a dream about missing my appointment.

Somedays later, just 2 nights ago i had a dream that i woke up and went to the computer to notice the JYJ tickets had come out while it was night in Finland and they where all sould out. I was so sad and when i woke up i still thought it had happened til’ i got later that day on the computer and realized it was just a dream…

Dreams like these are weary.. Like once i dreamed i was in a happy relationship and the boy said he would call, but he never did. When i woke up i was sad cos he hadn’t called, only to realize it was a dream and all the memories where just a part of the dream…

Usually i wake up still tired after these dreams..
..But I still prefer these dreams over nightmares that would be like scary movies.

-MStatic-