A little selca

 

Sometimes i wish i got more honest opinions,

sugar coated truths don’t educate me at all.

._.

Pictures of me living my life,
I wonder how i look in your eyes?

Motivation

Sometimes i just need to motivate myself
I might find myself in a situation, where nobody believes me,
the worst thing is for me to loose hope too.

SO instead of wallowing in it, or writing excessively about it,
i choose to do the opposite, i write down the encouragement i want to hear.

Like this picture on this post, i made to become my desktop wallpaper.
Believe me when ii say this works,
because sooner or later you realize that if you can write it down visibly;
then you can also believe in yourself.

I loose my faith every week sometimes everyday, but the important job is to try and get it back.
Never forfeiting.

So this picture, text and edit was made by me for myself.
I’ll let you sneak peak in to it
<3

Maybe the heart never forgets?

I have been wondering if it’s possible to be hurt and still healing from a heart break years without realizing it, i mean if it’s something that hurt and really took on your self esteem back then.

But back then you just tried to ignore it and just tried to move on. You thought you werent affected and only rememberd it when someone else tried to swoon you or hurt you.

You stay awake in the night blaming yourself of it all, rain reminds you of the tears you shed and it feels like your stupid when you can’t get over that one thought.

Only now years later you realize it might have affected all your choices and thoughts up until this day. Maybe the first step of healing would be to actually realize it?

Can someone please Fix me?

no more headaches, no more colds, no more darkness?

AntiStatic Finland

 

This is my random blog..

I ramble about stupid stuff, talk about fashion, music, love and about everything else too …

Even thought i don't know anything about these things! x'D

I’m a bit blond, stupid, vain etc.
And even i don’t like myself, so you don’t need to either..

But Please do comment! : D

Thank You! ♥ MStatic

Me today!

The love top bought from Sweden this summer
(lol it’s only now sold in a Finnish store, a bit late…)
And a skirt from Estonia…

I look a bit tired Been shopping all day : D
OK, i had school first (but i did oversleep a couple of hours in MISTAKE)

But yeah will upload later pics of my new shoppings.. lol

Hatt’s

I Found a old news paper rom 2002 that i had saved, it’s me and my parents on the pic.
we are at the hatts night.

Everybody is supposed to put crazy hatts on them and walk around.

My hatt (the house) won a prize

Me today : D

This was my “normal” outfit today..:

But then i played a bit:

yeah, i was really bored ( i lost my voice yesterday, so i can’t talk :C)

Drawing of me

My friend is good at drawing  and she once made a picture of me.

I really like it..