Protected: Is it Impossible to dream? Vlogging
Me & my hamster
I need my hamster to calm my nerves, i got work on friday but the tickets are coming out :o
I’m going to work so i could aford my flight tickets, but they wil be a waste if i don’t get the concert tickets…
Money makes us all grow up.
Money make us all look old.
Money simplifies things;
But Nothing is ever simple when money is involved.
Money is involved in everything.
-MStatic-
[I just made a decision to follow my dream that will cost me in the future]
I have been working diligently, becouse i want to save money. I hope to get to one of the JYJ the beginnng showcase. It’s very hard as i should be buying other stuff, but if i stop dreaming of this trip my will to work will also disappiere. dreams are to be made true.
It is my biggest wish at the moment to go there.
But i have to start thinking of other possibilites becouse winter is coming and it will start getting cold in Finland (it allready is). I have to buy new thicker clothes yet save money for the plain, hotell and show tickets..(If i even get the tickets…..)
It’s not easy to live this way, but it’s my way?
…It seems like I’m probably not getting the luxury edition as they only made 99 999 copies…
and suppliers have sold over 300 000 in pre-sales :< but they promised special features still…
I only ordered it this week when i got money.. i stayed up till 4 am for the pre sale and failed to get it from cdjapan but at least i got it from yesasia at 10 am..
It’s the power of cassies, cdjapan sold out in less then 5 minutes.. I really hope i get tickets for the showcase, but i doubt because I’m not native and it takes time for me to figure out all the ordering stuff…
I already planned the flights and the hotel if i get tickets..
I don’t even have enough money for it but I’m gonna take a loan.
Now that i have work i can later figure out the payment installments too..
But it all depends do i even get tickets to any of the usa showcases…
I’m 90 wanting to see them but 10 procent sadness i cant see all 5 of them but that 10 is filled with a desire to travel outside scandinavia for the first time in my life..
There is alot of i wish, i hope, i dream in my plans, but i need them all and most of all Luck!
I should be doing schoolwork but instead I’m surfing thru topshop~~
Todays LMFAO @ freda51..
i still haven’t bought a ticket..
Right now i need motivation why to go there cos I’m tired and bored at Helsinki from yesterday.. (and a bit more moneyless)..
I know it could be awesome night, but it could get really boring too…
(cos everyone of my friends are a bit tired..)
…And i don’t have any money for drinks…
I just got a hour ago home, while i was walking up the stairs to our apartment i heard crying i thought it might have been my flatmate so i rushed up.
Entering our home i realized my flatmate wasn’t even home so the sound wasn’t coming from our apartment, but somebody else in the other floors..
I wonder who it was…
Today i bought baby clothes~~ My brother got a baby last week so i bought some stuff for the baby(just socks today, I bought shoes last week) and my ex boss got a baby too so i bought a gift to her baby. (the first picture a sweater and socks)
And i bought a mini dress and a top for me even without trying them..
Just cos i was annoyed at my friend, who said i should dress up extra to her party..
I was just a bit annoyed when i got told to dress up when we go out, i was ofc i always do.. -___-
My friend said no t-shirts and stuff like that..
So i bought the mini dress and a glittery t-shirt ; D
aaaand I’m gonna put em on tomorrow.. I’m a bitch sometimes..
tomorrows gonna be a expensive day shes having a b-day and were going to a restaurant, bar, ice cream, cinema And bar..
So the money i obtained realizing the Finnish civil bla bla.. had finally payed me the money they owed me will be used this week already and by Monday i will be poor again.. I will be the one crying in our house..
Every girl dreams a bit of beeing a princess, we want to be pamperd and treated well. The word we now live in is fast to let us down.
Many persons have to work all too hard to get somewhere.. somewhere where there might be even more unsecurness.
We move forward, steps back and walk around trying to find a peacefull way.
I dream of money, i dream of all that glitters. But it is said you shouldnt wish and wait for something becouse it only comes to those that need and least expect it.
But ain’t that throwing away hope?
I’m vain.
I think money helps
Looks would help alot.
Sex rules the word.
And i don’t master anything of these…
