an update from my life..
A diary note about finnish war letter, California, school, books,, and gloom. How the people you know affect your dreams and when i cant escape the gloom.
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I’m not talking about the physical changes but the mental ones.
Because really we all miss our childish minds when we grow up?
But really most of us at some point when we were kids wanted to grow up and when we became teenagers it was a group thing.
Some might still have been unreluctant, but usually that’s already a adult thought…
But i don’t think we grow out of them and they don’t disappear either.
We just hide them inside us.
Whenever ur ready u can still find ‘ur inner child’ (i actually don’t like that saying, it’s over used)
I should stop thinking after too much coffee my thought’s end up weird…
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Please don’t leave me
Just stay here with me, will make better memories.
So many undone things, Your all that i want.
Please listen to me
I know i broke all my promises.
Showed my worst side when you needed the best.
Please don’t leave me
Just stay here with me, will make better memories.
So many undone things, Your all that i want.
Please understand me
I know I was acting wrong.
Broke all our plans after all the challenges you had.
We can Fix this, i know we can.
Just stay with me;
Just listen to me;
Just understand me;
Your all that i want.
MSTATIC
Working on some extra projects.. but got some extra minutes that I’m spending listening on music and gathering facts..
I seem to dream away in my thoughts too often..
Now playing: Far East Movement – Rocketeer ft. Ryan Tedder
So i got to know there was gonna be a JYJ ticket contest, so i took a chocolate bar and started working still in my pj’s. :3
I didint want to make a normal booring rant where people had to look at my fugly sleepy face. ( I dont look pretty in the mornings(as you see in the video))
So i tried my flash skills(there are non) and this is was what i made. :>
I hope it tells what i want. It’s the best way i could tell my feelings.
That this is what i dream. A dream i plan to make real. 
(as you might have noticed by my multiply posts telling that i have been working extra hard to save money)
Every moment i worry what if i dont get there.
I want to see JYJ, i want to experience the US.
I want to fly haha~~
and really i wanna go to a starbucks, lol.
But yeah I don’t know how many other chances i get in my life to se JYJ live so i want to grasp this opportunity.
Tickets have made me so worried as I’m a foreigner from Finland ( I will have a hard time ordering them :<)
The info i wrote in my video:
To JYJ Video Contest #1: WHAT MAKES YOU THE #1 JYJ FAN IN THE WORLD??!!
I’m just a girl from Finland that has a dream.
Since the moment i heard JYJ is gonna have a tour in the US i started working twice as much so i could afford the flight tickets , it even got so bad that i had nightmares of not getting concert tickets. haha~~
I just wish to make a special trip, experience my first time outside scandinavia and see JYJ~~!So i made this video in the middle of the night here in Finland just for the JYJ contest..
http://facebook.com/JYJtoursong: JYJ – Be my girl
You know the feeling betrayed, you feel like you have been stabbed and left bleeding dry all alone. Well that happened… But sadly i know i will forget and forgive faster than i want.
Faster then it’s good for me.
Tomorrow allready I might talking to you like it’s a normal day.
But for today; I’ll be mad, i’ll be furious. I’ll dissolve you from your place in my heart.
I’m scared of casting the long shadow of hate, but it’s darkness that fills me up at this time.
It’s my annoyance growing til’ anger is not enough and sadness can’t pick it up.
Even if i didn’t wanna hate you, I will just for today.
at school
